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Current Mood: Sad
I just wanted to apologize for being so delinquent on my posts. I haven’t been intentionally ignoring things – I just have hit a bit of a rough patch in my life that I am struggling to get through. I hate that my blog and my reviews have been having to suffer because of it. Right now I am in the ending stretch of my college degree and things have gotten super intense. I only have time for work and school and work has also been a bit stressful. When I get home I have to drag myself to the table to work on my homework despite how exhausted I am every night. The other thing is that on top of all this, I have been also having to plan my wedding because I am getting married in 5 months. That also adds a lot to my plate. Then on top of all that I am trying to juggle the rest of my life and my relationships as well. It’s been rough.
The other problem is that I went into another severe depression during the summer – because of all this stress I have been going through and I realized that I wasn’t happy with certain aspects of my life. So I ended up losing the motivation I usually have to make sure things get done that need to be done. It’s been so bad that I haven’t even had the urge to pick up a video game controller. Yikes!
I hope this all ends soon, I have one more year of college left and I can start my life. I am excited because I am ready to begin the new chapter.
I hope to still be able to post something every few weeks but it’s just been really hard to even make it to that sometimes.
Thank you for being understanding and I miss chatting withe all of my great friends that I made through my reviews.
Why can making positive changes in my life be so hard sometimes? Well, I think it’s because it can be hard to let go or to even realize that it would even be a positive change. The change I am trying to make in my life is cutting out things that may no longer be worth my time to make time for things I enjoy or are way more worth it in the long run. This is what I have begun to do – I’m a college student so I have been trying to be active on my campus as well. That has proven hard for me because I have to juggle it, along with school work, my personal life, chores, and reviewing. Luckily, I have let go of that allowing me to get more on top of my school work which will allow me to get more on top of the reviews I still need to complete. It’s been hard – especially since recently I was having to take care of an ill family member. Things have been a little rough and bumpy – but I will get there.
Just letting everyone know that during this time, I may be online very little. I’m a college student and I am also in a relationship. I work a job and have house chores to do, so due to the semester being over – I have little time to squeeze everything into. Which is driving me crazy because I have a few reviews for a few websites that I would really like to get done. I’m going to try my best to get them done during this time – but you might not see the majority of them until next month. I will do my best to keep posting off and on until then as well.
Part 3 in Dangerous Lilly’s erogenous zones writing prompts. Be sure to join in, I’m interested to read what people have to say!
As far as my hands go, they aren’t a major erogenous zone area for me. I like being able to touch with them and feel every inch of my partner’s body. I like to touch myself with them as well. Giving my partner a hand job is fun and erotic, and something my hands enjoy. Feeling with them is a major turn on for me and that is the main thing. Though I do like when my partner lightly touches the palm of my hand and fingers with the tip of his finger. My palms are very sensitive so I get and intense ticklish feeling that can be too much sometimes but I love the feeling. I do often hold hands with my partner when we are out in public, but that is more of a symbol of being together. My partner loves when I suck on his fingers, but for me – I really don’t get anything out of it when mine are sucked on.
My feet, well there is really nothing about them that turns me on. I’m painfully ticklish on the bottom of my feet so that isn’t really a turn on for me. I don’t like my feet being licked, kissed, or sucked on. I do like getting my feet massaged though, when I work I can be on my feet alot – so I great foot massage works wonders. I do like to spoil myself from time to time and get a pedicure, but that is about it. Nothing erotic about them really….