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So recently for the second time in my sex life, I have felt extremely sexually frustrated to the point that I actually get a little grumpy. I’d like to think that I have a nice healthy sex drive and when it gets to the point that I need the release – I need the release and there is no arguing that. I need it so bad that I can’t focus fully on anything that I am doing. Which really sucks, because I am a college student and I have home work that needs to be focused on and when I sit down to work on it. There have been a few times that I sit down to work on my home work and I can’t think about anything other than sex. This is when I usually get a little frustrated with myself, my brain says “Stop that – you can wait until after I finish my work” and my body says “Forget that, I need this right now!”
Luckily for me, I live with my partner and we have sex regularly when we need it. What do I do if he’s not home? I just masturbate with one of the awesome sex toys that I own – so I still get the release that my body craves. Sure, for me it will never replace sex with my partner – but it at least fulfills that need until I can have sex with my guy again. Though there have been times where a sex toy just won’t cut it for me and I need my partner. I need to feel his body against mine and I need the release that he gives me. I also need the feeling he gives me when he wraps his arms around me and lets me lay against him and rest afterward. Nothing will ever give me what he gives me or make me feel the way he makes me feel.
It’s just that I don’t know how to get my mind off of it when it does happen. Right now, my poor guy is currently sick and can barely breathe through his nose and I don’t really have a whole lot of time to myself right now to even masturbate. That is what happened the first time I became sexually frustrated as well. My beau and I were both so busy that at night we were too tired to even think of having sex. I’m thinking I might have to hide one of my water proof toys under the sink or something so I will have one in there at all times when I may need one – so I have that back up at least.
So, here I am currently feeling sex obsessed and waiting impatiently for my partner to get better.